not in a good mood.

could you please shut up your mouth?
I needed space for my own self.

dunno dunno.

1. I always imagine my family and loved ones are dead, just so I can feel what my reaction would be. I usually shed a tear. I imagined my mom dead, and I felt extremely sad, no smile…
2. Everything in my life may be amazing, but I’ll always feel empty without you.
3. I wish I could see you again. & ask you how life has been treating you. Maybe even laugh with you. How I miss your laugh.
4. If you really loved me for the past two years, you’d care enough to at least give me what I deserve.

Pick your story,

1. There are people who give so much love to those who don’t love them back.
2. There are some who feel so loved and find out in the end that they were fooled.
3. There are some who is into mutual love but can’t call their partner as their own because someone already holds the title.
4. There are some who give so much love but the other won’t believe because s/he always considers your past.
5. There are some who receive so much love but can’t seem to move on from previous relationship.
6. Others just want to play the game and choose their playmate.

a dreamer.

do you know what hurts the most?
 you’ll never be mine and I’ll never be yours.
 we’ll be two people with separate lives. you will never see me the way that I see you. I know that I could wish on every falling star, but my wish would be worth nothing. cause you’re just a dream and I’m the dreamer.

I get kinda irritated when “instant messages” aren’t instant.

like 50 - 60 minutes gaps between replies.
if you're busy, just say so. then go do what're you doing.

Forgiven.

For me, the most difficult expression of love is forgiveness. They say love is a commitment, it’s waking up everyday committing yourself to loving that one person you chose. It’s not that hard, I think. It’s not that hard to love someone you have always loved. But loving someone who has hurt you? Who seeks your forgiveness (or not) and wants you to love them back again? That’s hard for me. It’s a daily commitment for me, till I can forget, to look at you everyday and remember all the good things that you have done and are doing. It’s finding the person I once loved inside the person that hurt me. It’s looking at the scars you have given me and trying to be thankful there aren’t more. It’s looking at how you are trying or how I just need to get over the hurt because I’m just dragging myself into a downward spiral. It’s not punishing you anymore.
So here I am, saying I forgive you. I forgive you for hurting me intentionally and saying you love me at the same time. I forgive you for all the wrong things you did then. And I hope in my forgiveness, you see my love

me♥

I laugh at silly movies & I'm stubborn as a stone. I'm extremely honest, and some people get scared. I'm playful, and I know when something I'm saying is maybe shocking, but it's just the truth. I simply want to live the way I need to live, differently. I always wonder if I'm ready to ever be alone. I cry just like everybody else. I don't know what you believe, what you think or what you see, but this is a part of me ♥

wasting time, meaningless x)

let me share :)

My phone. Could you believe that I can't live without my phones?it seems absurd but the worse is.. it's fact. I couldn't through my days without these.

My friends. It's amazing how they just smile and laughing could made my day bright.

 they're so precious in my life.

This the place name where I lived.

manusia pada umumnya kok :)

gak mau munak sih yaa :) tapi aku ya ngaku kok kalo aku ada buaaaanyaaak banget kesalahan-kesalahan. maklum manusia. maaf banget lho yaa yg pernah kesakitin. especially kamu :'3
I know I can't take back all of the mistakes, but I will try. yah altough it's not easy sih emang :)
mulai skarang deeh, pingin jadi nadia yg lebih baik yang menyenangkan buat orang-orang disekitarnyaa. amin, doain aaa yah?sip deh {}